Friday, May 30, 2014


Things have improved dramatically over the past week and I am now feeling much better. I have been doing the exercises given to me by the physio and continue to walk the dog every day. Today is a real red letter day for me as my driving licence arrived in the post! It's been renewed for 3 years and I am over the moon.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

View From A Bridge

I have just been released from the looney bin. About 4 weeks ago I stood on a bridge contemplating jumping off, of course I was too pathetic to actually proceed despite the voices telling me to jump. It was a very embarrassing affair. I felt my head was hollow, my brain had been scooped out by a curette. I was admitted to hospital and spent about three and a half weeks in the bin. I barely slept while I was in and watched the sunrise each morning from my room...

I am so embarrassed by my weakness and I am totally ashamed of the pain this caused to my family and friends. I am now no longer suicidal and feel much better. I am trying to walk the dog every day but that is about it. I will write more when I am feeling better.